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- S.Jo ♥

Look, I'm going to prove something here.

people complain I don't put enough pictures up, and I don't put stuff in a very literal meaning, but I HAVE GOT A FREAKING STALKER who originates from INDIA with an email add of : modelboss@gmail.com

seriously, modelboss? can you GET anymore orginal?

I actually was pretty messed up this few weeks.

Drama-rama enough? or is the attraction of complication just so irresistible?

Finally it feels like a big stone put down. No idea how, definitely no idea why.

Having a taste of the forbidden fruit, and taking it away. not cool.

forbidden fruit tastes so awesome.

might i just add: not homosexual, not bisexual and definitely not double heterosexual.

just taste of freedom makes my smile go one way up. (:

ah. place to be when you're feeling the blues:

I had this freaky nightmare that I accidentally had some of phenyl oxalate & fluorescent dye solution mixed with hydrogen peroxide in my mouth. (it's the light-stick fluid, i'm being an ass)

so I immediately spit it out and when I looked into the mirror i had an ABSOLUTE SHOCK.

my teeth were all MESSED UP. and like not funny messed up like really freaky MESSED UP! -.-

ahh. back to the rape topic I guess.

Recently there was that news article about the trial of the 5 who allegedly raped the girl. I mean what sick asses can plan rapes. SERIOUSLY, might as well just kill the girl.

living with the humiliation makes life so much harder.

- S.Jo ♥

There's so many parts of me. Many types of thinking. many types of behaviour.

Do I need a judgement? I need to get this right.

Bitchy, party, fun.

Academic, career, marriage.

hard choice to make between the two.

I don't know why, I'm stuck in a moral dilemma.

this song makes me want to blow my brains out. not in the bad way.

It's twelve o' clock and I need your attention
It's like the alcohol making my head spin
Your scent is the rum. the room is a bottle
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow

And if tonight ever makes a difference
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember it
I'll take this down until the glass remains
Swallow the words that I was meant to say

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So why don't I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive
Putting up walls around what was once innocent
It won't let me in, but I'm stronger than that
'Cause you stole my eyes and I've never looked back

Girl, last night I forgot to mention
The way that I feel, the way that I'll remember this
When we're this young, we have nothing to lose
We just the clock to beat and a hand to choose

It's a long drive back to Vegas skies
So I don't, I make one more wrong turn tonight, so

Say goodnight our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

It's a long way down
Just fall into place and you'll fall into me
We'll make it out you'll see

So, say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together

And say goodnight, our first goodbye
I've only got forever and forever is fine
Just take your time
We'll stop the clock together
And know that the timing was right

- S.Jo ♥

Just to let you know I'm fucking pissed again.

Somehow my Blog is full of FUCKING MAD STUFF. I swear I get over it easily but I just need to FUCK IT OUT OF MY SYSTEM.

Well, my life so far, as agreed, has been a helluva coaster ride.

But I still have not fucking idea why I'm still going through this.

WILL IT EVER FUCKING END.

Even I don't believe in 2012 but I WANT IT TO FUCKING END. I'm sick of drama.

Well with that in mind, on sunday I had a great day in the sun (i'm burnt, yet again) with my ASSHOLE. (:

LOL.

today: I woke up at 6.30am. went to school around 8.15am. bringing formal wear, shoes, laptop, did spsu paper work, went to finance block to collect a cheque that is NOT FUCKING READY ( they said it will be okay!).

9am class. lecture okay..

10am lecture. alien's comprehension lecturer and projector BROKE DOWN.

10.40. left for FOOD IMPLOSION. Stuff myself with water-like food, fucking bloated. started feeling sick.

Fever, cough, BLOATED.

RWPS. gets worse.

FACC. very effing confused.

EOGM in formal wear. fucking tired felt like fainting. ):

home. & now I'm all alone looking for FYP group. hopefully IAP still. but. highly doubt it now.

- S.Jo ♥

- S.Jo ♥

Ah. people who were waiting. (I highly doubt it)

I FINALLY BOUGHT A GUESS BAG. 2 actually.

I'm so lucky to get entitled to the fall'09 20% discount.

I'm immeasurably happy. (:

- S.Jo ♥

- S.Jo ♥